Whats on your mind?

[cannibal_wotsit]

Thanks abendwind C : It's pretty shit if I'm honest. I live in a house with a dad who is a self-harming depressive and a mum who was bulimic as a teenager, so it's quite impressive I've lasted this long.
But I have to give credit to them, they kept me from those things until the point where they realised I knew more about the world than they thought, and suspected me of battling them. Strangely, it took more to convince them that I don't throw up after every meal (which I don't) than it did to convince them I wasn't cutting. They believed me as soon as I said I fell into brambles. Apparently I'm "too well adjusted to do such a thing". They really don't know me as well as they'd like to think :/

[Maya]

I told you the first time you mention you have a problem, and I'll repit it again, please search for help. I didn't know which was and I was worried, now I feel really bad. You need a specialist, shrink, psychologist... don't know, you're still on time.

You are special and we love you. If there isn't a place you can't go without your parents knowing, they should know or somebody you trust in your family (if you are worried about your father). I think you can't wait, you don't know what will you do tomorrow.

[Maya]

I need a coffee, now


I have to wait until 11:00, the class begins, will I survive?

[Abendstern]

I don't have my 9:30 class today. This pleases me greatly.

[abendwind]

Oh yea it's still morning in the States! Sometimes I forget that there are also other time zones. ;D

[Maya]

.... yes I forgot sometimes I'm one hour later than most of people here.

Tomorrow is a public day in Madrid and I have class because I´m studying in a near town

Many friends are being considerate, calling me to meet and after laughing at me, because they will be on holiday...

[abendwind]

Hahah. : D What are you studying? I mean in which school and so on. : )

At the moment I have a testweek going on.. Tomorrow I have a test in history, really not liking it..

[Abendstern]

Oh, history is the worst. D: It's so boring.

[abendwind]

I couldn't agree more with you! Only math comes before history when it comes to boring subjects.

[Snake]

^But math is more useful than history. I'm not saying history is useless, though.

[abendwind]

That's very true. I've always been thinking that I will never need these numbers in my life - I think math would be great if I just changed my attitude about it a little.. I have always given higher respect for different languages instead.

[Maya]

Only math comes before history when it comes to boring subjects.

Noooooo, it was one of my favorites

[Maya]

I think math would be great if I just changed my attitude about it a little.

Probably, sometimes that marks the difference

[abendwind]

I'm glad you like math. Yeah maybe I should give it a try

[Abendstern]

I think I would like math more if I were better at it. I've always made good grades in it, but it always took more work to get them. If it weren't for the fact that one of my best friends was in that class with me and helped me, I'm pretty sure I would've failed AP Calculus. x_x